Fri
Aug
21
I think some people technically just inject superflous words into their arguments making more academic sounding where in fact its just full of bullshit arguments and a lot of adjectives from the dictionary @_@. Goodluck to you in the real world
salutes!!
Mon
Jun
22
First time i ever coaxed myself to mix a drink for myself ALONE just because tonight was so depressing. I think i needed to lighten the mood a little but alas i never though id be so depress that i want to talk to someone so badly but of course as one depress fool would come to realize he never really had someone to talk to in the first place. Just so youd know the cold melon vodka sprite is delightful and inverse to that is my heart which seems to be getting bitter and bitter by the second. So why the fuss?
Well i think i just realized that the past three years was a big sham which didnt have any meaning in the first place. I was watching troy the other week and enjoyed in nonetheless, its a good movie by the way go grab yourself a copy if you have the time, well in the movie achilles only joined the war because he wanted to be recognized by the people and be written down in the history books. Ones life only has a meaning when he or she is remembered. So what does that have to do with the rest of this sorry excuse of an alcoholic that im turning out to be? Well I might have just discovered that my life as it is was never important to anyone. I exerted so much effort but never got anything in return. I mean yes i got several things but things that i never exerted effort in. So yeah there goes my sorry excuse for a life. So yeah Im planning to go to my faculty adviser tom and rant on how unrequitted stuff is taking over my brain.
Yes unrequitted love seems to be the jello that takes up all the empty spaces. So right now im a sorry excuse for a storage of some unrequitted jello. BTW hi to the friends who loved me even though i didnt love you as much and props to the jello filled guys like me I know how you feel.
Thu
May
28
Some days i wish more people will find who they really are
Some days i wish more people will start doing what they really want to do
Some days i wish more people would have to courage to chase after their own dreams
Some nights I mourn for the people who just end up like somebody else
Sometimes I wish people were more of themselves than of other people
DEFINE YOURSELF
NEVER LET THE WORLD DICTATE WHO YOUR ARE
BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE
AND STAND FOR WHAT YOU THINK IS THE RIGHT THING
